Orphan Halls

I've been thinking about leaving
This ache won't seem to go away
Waking up taking one after one
To feel some sustain in my wake
The cold breeze elevates me
A feeling like no other before

Living in this torment of mistakes
Wishing I could reach out to you
But I know your hurt
Your pain won't go away

As I woke up for the very first time
Seeing the mess that I left behind
I would drag my body through glass
To hear your unfamiliar voice again
Lay your head in my arms to feel
The splinter as you rest your head

Thou shall not surrender
I will not stand still
Thou shall not surrender
I will not stand still

As you grow in orphan halls
I can't let go I'll show you the cause

Hold my breath
Count to ten
Lesson learned
I won't relapse again

My gift, my blood
My gift, my blood

Don't forgive your father
Don't forgive your father
Don't forgive your father
I understand
I understand
I understand
I won't complain
I won't complain
I won't complain
I won't complain
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back