Loner

They say avoidance never heals but this sure feels good
Gonna stay here a couple more minutes than I should
Gonna take a couple shots and numb my feelings
Instead of dealing with my problems I just stare at the ceiling
Avoidance never heals but this sure feels good

I know I said I'd stop before I drown
But I don't like the thought of coming down

'Cause I'm a loner and I like it that way
I like a dark room with nobody but pain
And I don't need permission to feel sad
I don't need a witness to have my back
'Cause I'm a loner and I like it that way
And I like it that way

I'm always by myself 'cause that's what feels right
And when I'm in a crowded room I try to stay out of sight
Always show up to the party hours early
'Cause I'm bored of everything by 7:30
I'm always by myself 'cause that's what feels right

I know I said I'd stop before I drown
Just took a couple pills now I'm on the ground

'Cause I'm a loner and I like it that way
I like a dark room with nobody but pain
And I don't need permission to feel sad
I don't need a witness to have my back
'Cause I'm a loner and I like it that way
And I like it that way (yeah I'm a loner, yeah)

'Cause I'm a loner and I like it that way
I like a dark room with nobody but pain
And I don't need permission to feel sad
I don't need a witness to have my back
'Cause I'm a loner and I like it that way
And I like it that way