Why Me
Parker Jack
3:48You don't want real love You just want time well-spent Money I spend on you You don't care about us You don't care where I've been Or what I did for you You don't want real love You just want time well-spent Money I spend on you You don't care about us You don't care where I've been Or what I did for you You don't want real love (yeah) If this is love, then why do I always question it? I hate abuse, but I feel like I keep acceptin' it Knowin' it hurts doesn't make feel I should let that shit go (Go, go, go) if I did, then I know I'd be alone I take you back 'cause I'm too scared of being lonely If I knew I could be happy without you, then I'd be going, but I don't Guess I'd rather be low (low, low, low) Look, knowin' that it's lonely at times holding me's fine But that don't change the text that you sent me last night That don't change the feeling you give me 'cause that vibe Is burnin' in my stomach and runnin' through my mind You're turning me and tell me, "Hey, baby, it's all fine" "You're trippin' over nothin'," now I'm believin' these lies It hurts to know that someone can do this and not try It hurts to know that someone can do this and not cry It hurts to know that someone can look me in my eyes And tell me that they love me, but not be on my side, damn Guess I'm used to it though Lack of love from my parents got me used to the lows I thought the person that you love was supposed to feel like a home I question anything, anybody that make me feel like I'm everything I just wish that we could've been a better thing You don't want real love You just want time well-spent Money I spend on you You don't care about us You don't care where I've been Or what I did for you You don't want real love You just want the time well-spent Money I spend on you You don't care about us You don't care where I've been (yeah) Or what I did for you You don't want real love How do I know if it's real if you don't know what you feel? They say time is a thief, well, I could feel like I would steal Everything that we had, it used to make me happy But now I feel sad, and I'm not even mad I just think it's a tragedy, a disaster Whatever happened to us, livin' happily ever after People used to look at us as love birds, now I'm hurt So it's like, "Fuck her," yeah And I don't mean to be rude, I love you But it takes two to build it up too Always in a mood, I could bring the moon to you, but Now I look at you like, "I don't trust her" How can you tell me it's nothing? It's like you look into my eyes and I can see that you're bluffin' And you don't wanna speak your mind, you just need me to touch it And I've been tryna find a reason why we're been bleedin' and strugglin' But I can't find it, I hate the times that we're fightin' Maybe life's about timin', and it's no longer you and I But it's crazy 'cause I thought that we was do or die I used to call you my baby, protect you with my life 'Cause when you met me, you saved me from facin' suicide I need respect for our relationship of any kind And I don't know about you, but I stay true to mine Feel like I'm numbin' But I will never be runnin' from anything that I've done And I feel like I put a gun to my head From all this lovin', got me dead If this is fake, I'd rather be without you instead You don't want real love You just want time well-spent (yeah) Money I spend on you You don't care about us You don't care where I've been Or what I did for you You don't want real love You just want the time well-spent Money I spend on you You don't care about us You don't care where I've been Or what I did for you You don't want real love You don't want real love You don't want real love You don't want real love