Hanging By A Thread

I'm hanging by a thread and living on the edge
The way I feel inside, I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own, no where to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil, it's such a lonely road
I feel the pressure, I don't know if I can take it
Every day I be going through the same shit
My past haunting, I cannot escape it
My mind wanders, I am not complacent
Too many people depending on me
I never lost faith, but they do not see
The pain that I felt, or the demons I feed
Just to get in this spot, watching everyone leave
Maybe one day I could feel alive again
I've been lost so long, I cannot explain
What goes up comes down, that's a lot of weight
I need a reason, cause lately I don't wanna stay
I bottle up my emotions and I do well
But I know that my time hasn't come yet
Contemplating got the pistol locked and fully loaded
But I don't have it in me I cannot quit
I'm hanging by a thread and living on the edge
The way I feel inside, I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own, no where to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil, it's such a lonely road
I'm hanging by a thread and living on the edge
The way I feel inside, I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own, no where to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil its such a lonely road
It's one Step forward and two steps back
Im walking through hell and there's no clear path
Happiness comes but it never does last
Get clean for a week then I just relapse
Overthinkin' will probably be the death of me
If only my thoughts had an off switch
I'm so distant more than I have ever been
I keep stressin' over things that I cannot fix
I feel the pressure and it's hittin' like a freight train
These dark clouds follow me through the fuckin' rain
Find peace I need, I cannot sustain
How I'm livin' life is tearin' me to smithereens
Making friends I have never been good with
I make one wrong move then I'm dismissed
I won't bother to explain, they won't understand
Not even therapy could turn me to a better man
As I look in the mirror with disgust
I wanna make a change, I'm hoping I can trust
I wanna be happy, just know I am enough
Tell me that you won't leave when the going gets tuff
I'm alive, but I'm dying inside
Barely hanging on, I am running out of fight
Talking to my demons like every damn night
Play the chorus one more time and it sorta goes like
I'm hanging by a thread and living on the edge
The way I feel inside I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own
No where to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil
It's such a lonely road
I'm hanging by a thread, and living on the edge
The way I feel inside, I don't have nothing left
I'm lost and on my own, no where to call a home
Keep dancing with the devil, it's such a lonely road