Insania (Instrumental)

I've had enough 
I've given up 
I took the time 
I overthought 
I paced around 
I fucked it up 
I lost all hope that I could make art 

This fog in my mind won't part 
Got thoughts cooked up but the oven door's stuck 
Nothing good will ever come out of this rut 
Starting to wish that I was cracked up 

Muse please give me a little spark 
I had a good line but it left me (FUCK) 
Tried so hard to get it back but 
Everything I write since then is trash 

A dangerous mindset to get 
But the only way I can see this end 
Gimme just a little bit of mental split 
CUZ EVERYTHING I MAKE IS SHIT 

Hate hate hate this song 
Don't don't don't sing along 
Plug plug plug up your ears 
Stop stop listening 

I made it worse fucked up the verse 
Can't build a rhyme (Quality takes time) 
I see (No please) 
No choice for me (Don't say it) 
I wanna (Stop) 
I wanna be 

Insane 
I wanna be insane 
I wanna be insane 
I wanna be fucking crazy 

A breakthrough: Go mental 
For a long time I've meant to 
Uninspired, so tired 
Of failing my potential 

No it's not right don't say that (Why?) 
Sanity's not a handicap 
You've been blessed with a healthy mind 
That mental block party will die 

It's not enough 
It's not enough 
I need a messed up life full of tragic stuff 

A little bit of grief 
A little bit of sadness 
Words come better when you're writing with a purpose 

A mediocre waste of space 
Hoping to be great was a big mistake 
Going nuts wouldn't help that much 
I'll still get stuck and I still suck 

I STILL SUCK
I STILL SUCK
I STILL SUCK
I STILL SUCK
Definition of madness, mental assault 
I'll repeat these words 'til I change the result 
I STILL SUCK
I STILL SUCK
I STILL SUCK
I STILL SUCK
Say it again and again and again 
Until my brain gives up and goes 

Insane 
I wanna be insane 
I wanna be insane 
I wanna be fucking crazy 

When I am buried, cremated or carried away you'll remember my name 
Vision's the price of admission to stardom and madness won't get you the fame 
Don't you think I know? 
Don't you think I know? 
Being a damaged legend sounds so damn romantic though 
Don't you think I know? 
Don't you think I know? 
I'd rip my brain apart to make it easier to show 

Maybe I'll still make this work 
Inspiration never struck 
But this is wrapping up and 
Sorry there is no such luck 
(Fuck I SUCK)