Pop A Pill

I said, "Fuсk it," I threw up in a bucket
I pop another pillie
'Cause I don't know how to stop it
Don't know why I did it
Maybe I'm an addict
Or maybe I am trying to forget it

I used to feel like shit, now it's even fuсkin' worse
Kill me, throw me in a river, so nobody fuсkin' knows
Hang me by the fuсkin' neck and throw me in a fuсkin' hole
Bitсh motherfuсker, I don't wanna feel this anymore

I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy

I don't know why
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still feel the pain inside my heart
I still think about you all the time
Take me back to a place where I belong
To a place where I feel strong
Baby, take me back to ecstasy, oh baby

I don't know why
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still feel the pain inside my heart
I still think about you all the time