Ecstasy

(Verse 1)
I can tell I’m losin' you slowly
Lately I’ve been feelin' really lonely
Ain’t nobody here that can hold me
That will call me
I thought we were homies
You didn’t feel the same, wish you told me
Gave me mixed feelings, really sold me
All the lovely things that you wrote me
That you showed me

(Hook)
I don’t really know what to feel anymore
I just know I’m not who I used to be before
Why does it feel like it’s you and me at war?
Jumpin' on grenades for ya
Catchin' all these blades for ya
Lost memories that I’m trynna restore
Show up at your place, but you keep me at the door
Is there someone else? Is there somethin' I should know?
Doin' all these things for ya
Playin' these charades with ya
Yeah

(Bridge)
Marriage
White horse and a carriage
Please don’t make me cold
Please don’t turn me to a savage
Don’t use me for your advantage
Please don’t do it to me

(Chorus)
Why do you mess with me?
Girl, you know that you’re my recipe
I need you next to me
Baby, respectfully
You’re like my ecstasy, my love
My only remedy
I can’t be without you separately
Why do you mess with me?
I need you next to me
You’re like my ecstasy, my love

(Verse 2)
Someone’s in my ear and I’m thinkin'
Should’ve never trust you to begin with
Things you said were soundin' so convincin'
Guess you winged it
Guess you, guess you
I was trippin'
Caught me slippin'
Now I’m drinkin', baby
All this liquor
That I fixed up
Got me thinkin', baby
If anything you did was real, my love

(Hook)
I don’t really know what to feel anymore
I just know I’m not who I used to be before
Why does it feel like it’s you and me at war?
Jumpin' on grenades for ya
Catchin' all these blades for ya
Lost memories that I’m trynna restore
Show up at your place, but you keep me at the door
Is there someone else? Is there somethin' I should know?
Doin' all these things for ya
Playin' these charades with ya
Yeah

(Bridge)
Marriage
White horse and a carriage
Please don’t make me cold
Please don’t turn me to a savage
Don’t use me for your advantage
Please don’t do it to me

(Chorus)
Why do you mess with me?
Girl, you know that you’re my recipe
I need you next to me
Baby, respectfully
You’re like my ecstasy, my love
My only remedy
I can’t be without you separately
Why do you mess with me?
I need you next to me
You’re like my ecstasy, my love

(Outro)
I don’t want to go
Girl, I hope you’re home tonight
Because I’m already on the road
I hope you’re alone
Calling you unknown
Just in case you’re with another guy
So he doesn’t know
I really hope you’re home