Mama You Killed Me

Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt
Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt
You abandoned me when I was 16 mama
Left me broken living homeless on the street mama
I would never do what you did to me mama
Gave me scars that you ain't ever gonna see mama
You're the reason I was not a normal kid
You're the reason that I did the shit that I did
You're the reason that I'm walking round with these problems
But I cannot talk about it so I sat that it is what it is
Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt
Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt
All the shit you put me through I'll never get that
All the childhood I'll never get back
Set me up to go juvie yeah you did that
I was fighting for my freedom while you sit back
You don't ever wanna talk about the shit that you did now
You just wanna act clueless and forget now
Always telling everybody I was a bad child
But you're the one who made me this and made me act out
You're the reason I pop up pills till I black out
You're the reason I don't smile I don't laugh now
You're the one who set me up all on this bad route
You're the reason I don't trust nobody else now
Aye, mama I'm tired of this pain
Aye, mama I'm tired of this pain
Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt
Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt
Mama I'm sorry, I know I've been distant
But let me honest with you
I got some pain I've been hiding and fighting
No I don't if I'ma get through
Mama I'm crying out for some help
Keep thinking 'bout killing myself
You don't know the pain that I've felt
You don't know the pain that you've dealt