Poetic

I've got a lot on my plate
My knees are starting to shake
I think I'm starting to break
Under the pressure and I hate it

Up in the night
Voices haunting my mind
Feels like I'm rotting inside
I put a smile on but I fake it

Stuck on my phone
Trying to not feel alone
Yeah it's a habit I hold
And I'm still struggling to break it

Somebody help me
This is getting unhealthy
That's when I hear You tell me
That it's time to turn the page

God I'm such a mess
And I can't figure it out
Only You know how

It's all getting hectic
But there's something poetic
'Bout the way that You hold me
Hold me through it all

Some say it's pathetic
Oh but they just don't get it
How You turn all my messes
Into miracles

I wanna do what is right
But God the harder I try
I do the things I despise
Can't help but feel like such a traitor

That's when You write
Another chapter that I
Never thought I would find
You put redemption down on paper

God I'm such a mess
And I can't figure it out
Only You know how

It's all getting hectic
But there's something poetic
'Bout the way that You hold me
Hold me through it all

Some say it's pathetic
Oh but they just don't get it
How You turn all my messes
Into miracles

You turned Your lashes into my healing
You gave Your life to give mine meaning
Can it be real this love I'm seeing?
Someone pinch me, am I dreaming?

A crown of thorns so I could be royal
Tears and blood so I could be joyful
You took the cross
You took it for me
Could there be a better story?
Could there be a better story?

It's all getting hectic
But there's something poetic
'Bout the way that You hold me
Hold me through it all

Some say it's pathetic
Oh but they just don't get it
How You turn all my messes
Into miracles