Cute Like Aspen

Yeah, I was on pain relievers cutting my wrist
Cause' I was just tryna feel sum'
Girl, you know I don't even buy you that type of shit
So where you get them heels from?
I would hate to go public with how I feel
And you try to make me feel dumb
I hate when broke ass nigga always talking shit
Keep swearing he gon' kill sum'

I done cried so many times, when I break down crying, don't know where I got my tears from
Yeah, you know I love you, don't say you hate me, I'm bleeding from my ear-drum
Told her I was fasting, came home sedated, she like "Where you get the pills from?"
Yeah, had a talk with my brother, he told me "Chill", no, I don't care if it's the real one

I need a cute girl like Aspen
She stay down, get her Cartier
Told me if I love her, tell her that I do, I said "I swear"
She asked me to stop drugs, but I can't
I love 'em like Rick Ross ass and pairs
She know I'm different from these other niggas, we can go make love in Paris
Percocet's be in my body, I might OD
Tryna make sure our moment's cherished
Reminiscing about the first time we met
Stomach spinning like a ferris
Uh, we went on a date, I passed out on pills
Now I'm embarrassed
I'll buy you anything, clothes and jewelry
But no, not Claire's
I'm getting drunk, falling down the stairs
I gave my all, but you ain't care
Girl, you my bitch, so I'm gon' share
When I get paid, pay for your hair
I know a nigga who against praying
His ass hear "church" and he get scared
And I know my pain real, so I put it on my sleeve and I wear it
Yeah
Girl, you know we just alike, think you the one like Derrick
I was in my feelings, madder than a bitch
Girl, don't even check that message
She wanna come and see me, she know I'm lying
I never told her nothing
I know depression hard, tryna do what you love and you don't even got no effort
She my anecdote, bitch so bad can't tell her "No"
All these faces I keep seeing on stage, wanna see yours at my show
Mama told me she hate that I throw back pills, she said she hope I choke
I wrote names down, everybody did me bad, tryna get 'em gone like Death Note

Yeah, I was on pain relievers cutting my wrist
Cause' I was just tryna feel sum'
Girl, you know I don't even buy you that type of shit
So where you get them heels from?
I would hate to go public with how I feel
And you try to make me feel dumb
I hate when broke ass nigga always talking shit
Keep swearing he gon' kill sum'

I done cried so many times, when I break down crying, don't know where I got my tears from
Yeah, you know I love you, don't say you hate me, I'm bleeding from my eardrum
Told her I was fasting, came home sedated, she like "Where you get the pills from?"
Yeah, had a talk with my brother, he told me "Chill", no I don't care if it's the real one