Vauxhall

If I moved out of the city, would you leave it with me?
I could use your confidence and your shitty Vauxhall
Could I swap out validation for neighbors and a basement?
Take our golden memories and hang 'em on the wall

I wish it was that easy trading-in my dreams for peace of mind
Pack up my bags and leave the weight of everything behind
Mm-mm

Looks like I took my problems with me
Man, I'm getting dizzy, existential vertigo
But I'm walking the dog
Up there, contorting in the attic
Resentment and my panic dancing with my skeletons
I'm haunting this home

I didn't have a choice, I was wired to wanna fill the void
I ache to be less hungry, but I'm used up, glorified and paranoid
I martyred my angel, the only one I thought would set me free
But I can't get rid of me

I can tell you're looking at me, hoping I'm still happy
What's left of your confidence is washing right off

(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah)
I wish I had a choice
I wish I had a choice
I wish I had a choice
I wish I had a choice