Hard To Believe

Salutations, nice to meet you, you remind me of me
When I was blind to the heat of the flame
Touch it and weep from the pain
Never going hungry, I'ma clean off my plate
Those neon lights got old now, just be on the late
Finding peace in all the things that God beautifully created
I was losing all my patience, had to move at different paces
People switching on like channels, I tuned out all the stations
Built a home inside my head but I'm still fighting renovations
Used to pray for strength, now I pray for revelation

Having midnight conversations with angels
I'm in this fox body fading
Lord, let me plead my case
Look in the mirror, I can't see my face

I'm getting haunted by my past life
Guess I'm a fool if I end up getting stabbed twice
I can't move, feeling like I'm paralyzed
Take a look inside my mind, it's a scary sight
They say the good die young, that ain't hard to believe
It's like a bunch of lions every other week
They say the good die young, that ain't hard to believe

I carry radicals, these dead end roads
You'd be surprised how far these dead ends go
Diamonds are better than gold, they represent your soul
I'm manifesting some gold, still got a lot to unfold
I pour my heart out at you, keep it on the low
And leave it on the floor
My life a movie, I'm blessed, can't say there's nothing to it
I'm buying land instead of cashing out on cuts of jewelry
I miss my dogs, I wish they were here to see me do it

No more running off, I'ma face my problems headstrong
Communicating to a headstone
But if I didn't, I'd be dead wrong

I'm getting haunted by my past life
Guess I'm a fool if I end up getting stabbed twice
I can't move, feeling like I'm paralyzed
Take a look inside my mind, it's a scary sight
They say the good die young, that ain't hard to believe
It's like a bunch of prayers every other week
They say the good die young, that ain't hard to believe