Barely Hanging On
Problematic
3:39I never really felt like Anybody truly understood me Feel like, I need to pray to God more, and Just learn to appreciate the finer things in life Yeah I thought that, maybe, if I gained some traction, I would be happy I said that I don't need nobody, but I'm lyin', sadly What is real, and what is fake? The question, I've been askin' Been feelin' on the edge of death, it's like my world's been crashin' Lacking passion, the motivation, not to quit I have a goal to reach the masses, so I must condone to it Maybe, I should make some friends, maybe, I should laugh a little Nothing's ever good enough for me, my heart is crippled Prob'ly never love again, I hate relationships I hate to change, I hate the fact that I ain't over it I wear a mask, to hide the pain, I know you can relate They think I'm great, I think I'm far from that, I'm more fake Look in the mirror, I don't know who I am, no more My thoughts, round and round, they go I need relief, can't calm down Take a step back, 'cause I'm feelin' so low, now I'm so stressed out, oh-oh, oh-oh I'm so stressed out, oh-oh, oh-oh All this negativity, can't get away from All this negativity, I need a break from I feel uncomfortable in situations, I admit it I'm hard to deal with, lately, I ain't even been committed I wonder, if I died tomorrow, "Would they even miss me?" Just 'cause we blood, doesn't actually mean that we are family I'm feelin' angered, my OCD is kickin' in I'm overthinkin' constantly, these voices, comin' back, again Will I ever find myself, will I ever rise to fame? Or, will I be another number, just to die, in vane? Got me questionin', and driftin' off to outer space Must be more to life than money, cars, and woman, aye Since my ex, truthfully, I haven't been the same Stressin' to the max, it's like a wildebeest that can't be tamed Look in the mirror, I don't know who I am, no more My thoughts, round and round, they go I need relief, can't calm down Take a step back, 'cause I'm feelin' so low, now I'm so stressed out, oh-oh, oh-oh I'm so stressed out, oh-oh, oh-oh All this negativity, can't get away from All this negativity, I need a break from I wish I woulda paid attention more, growin' up If I had a time machine, I'd fix a lot of stuff Wasted memories, people always fade away Insecurities have leveled up, another day What's my purpose? I have yet, to find an answer, still I apologize, if I sign a record deal Family's gotta eat, I hope that ya'll can understand Message never switchin', always stay the way I am Look in the mirror, I don't know who I am, no more My thoughts, round and round, they go I need relief, can't calm down Take a step back, 'cause I'm feelin' so low, now I'm so stressed, oh-oh, oh-oh So stressed, oh-oh, oh-oh All this negativity, can't get away from All this negativity, I need a break from I'm so stressed, oh-oh, oh-oh So stressed, oh-oh, oh-oh All this negativity, can't get away from All this negativity, I need a break from