I Lost It All
Tapas
6:00I walk these streets, they burn my feet Smiles around me but I taste defeat They call it heaven, but I see chains A perfect picture hiding scars and stains They tell me, "Breathe, the world is fine," But every breath cuts me inside I'm choking on the calm they sell Living in a painted hell This city bleeds beneath my smile Peace is a cage I've worn a while They sing of love, they sing of trust But all I see is dust on dust This paradise feels so unreal— Their laughter echoes, it makes me small I feel invisible inside these walls They promise joy, they promise light But I'm still restless every night They say, "Stand tall, this place is home," But I'm a stranger in this zone I see the faces, I hear the lies Peace is the mask that slowly dies This city bleeds beneath my smile Peace is a cage I've worn a while They sing of love, they sing of trust But all I see is dust on dust This paradise feels so unreal— Tell me, God, what do we feel? I'm breaking down inside these walls No one listens when I call If this is life, if this is fair Then why the hell am I still here? This city bleeds beneath my smile Peace is a cage, I've worn a while I tried to love, I tried to trust But everything I touch turns to dust This paradise feels so unreal— God, tell me why I cannot heal City of silence It's killing me quiet