Lose Myself
Tapas
4:05I kept the rules They broke my name I fed the light You kept the flame Truth tastes like rust I choke it down If pain's a crown Then where's my throne? Build me a throne of ash From every promise burned I'll sit with all I've lost And everything unlearned If grace won't call my name Then carve it into stone— I wasn't made to kneel I learned to bleed alone I stitched my heart With borrowed lies You drank my dawn I lived your nights The clock won't heal It only feeds A thousand faults And none were mine to keep Build me a throne of ash From vows you threw away I'll wear your silence hard Like armor made of clay If heaven bars the door Then let the furnace glow I wasn't born to beg I rose from what you stole TAKE WHAT YOU GAVE ME TURN IT TO DUST PRAY FOR A SAVIOR I'LL BE ENOUGH I held my breath Until it screamed Called it hope It called me weak If fate is rigged Then cut the string I'll stand in ruin And still I'll sing Build me a throne of ash Let all the angels pass If love won't learn my face I'll make a home in glass When all that's left is smoke And bones that learned to last I won't go begging fate I'll be the final blast No mercy for me and still I rise